Falling Behind

Look at me,

Look at you.

We’re two different people,

And I don’t have a clue.

I’m help to high expectations sometimes,

And have been put there for a reason.

But I feel like I’m starting to fall behind,

So far I’m back at the beginning.

But I’m still in the same spot physically for months.

I’m scared they’re gonna realize,

They no longer need me.

That I’m just holding back,

Someone who could take my spot.

I hope that day doesn’t come,

But I feel like it might.

Actually the youngest there,

But yet held so high.

Could just be fear,

That this feeling is near.

I don’t want to say goodbye there,

It’s just the thought in my head.

Hoping the day doesn’t come,

But I feel like it may.