loved.

i’ll write a thousand words

but they’ll say the same thing.

love is a choice

that turns into a feeling.

I chose you,

I chose to love you.

when the days got hard,

or they were easy.

you were the one.

but now that it’s over

what am I supposed to do?

how am I supposed to feel?

love isn’t a feeling that will go

at the snap of my fingers.

love is one of the strongest words with emotion

I loved you.

if love were the only thing

I’d still be with you.

I know you love me back

but I can’t keep loving you anymore.

I loved you so much

I forgot how to love myself.

and that’s all my fault.

thinking I could help you

if I loved you enough.

but love isn’t the only thing you needed.

and I couldn’t give that to you.

I’m sorry and I loved you.

my heart can’t reach for you anymore.

the scars are too deep

that if I keep reaching for you,

they’re remain permanent.