Overthought

overthinking everything

I overthink it all.

All the thoughts into my head.

Everything I say.

Everything I do.

It’s overthought,

And I don’t like that about me.

Wish you could see the pain behind my eyes.

The lies behind my smile.

The struggle behind my “I’m doing fine!”

I overthink 99% of my day,

Or what’s happening at the moment.

Like right now.

But you can’t tell.

I overthink the thought that it’s currently,

12:18:20am on a Wednesday in February.

That I have a benchmark tomorrow and can’t study.

What the absolute hell is happening.

I can’t fix this,

Maybe not soon.

I don’t know,

I’m a freaking mess.